where waves grow sweet

Likewise, every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. Matthew 7:17

I was at a red light behind an old blue pickup truck today and noticed “You won’t get a lemon at Toyota of Orange” on the license plate holder.  Immediately, I launched into an enthusiastic mental rendition of the jingle, slightly off-key I think, complete with that special something on “orange.” I don’t think I’ve heard it in about 20 years, so it filled me with old school warmth. Those 9 words and happy tune repeated throughout the day like a song accidentally set on a loop.

The lemon now residing in my carpet fibers.

It turned out to be a perfect soundtrack to my day because a wackadoo piece of fruit growing on our tree seemed to sing “You won’t get a lemon on your lemon tree.”  That was a forced transition, I know.  But I really want to show you a picture of a lemon that was growing on our tree, and I just couldn’t make it work with some kind of parable about fruit gone bad. Believe me, I tried. Ironically, the lemon that was going to be my illustration for good fruit turned out to be kind of mushy and slightly rotten inside. I used it for lemon water anyway, in the big Baja Fresh cup Cole and I fight over, which I promptly dumped on the carpet in my bedroom.  I sopped it up but not very well, and since I remember using lemon to lighten my hair, I’m sure there will be a huge bleach splotch when the sun hits it.

I’m sure that all means something, but I’m just not feeling the “seeds that fell on good soil and rocky soil” and all that. Anyway, we have had mutant lemons in the past, and then the tree seemed to “right” itself, giving us some decent lemons that work well for stevia-sweetened lemonade and a good many other things. But it seems to have gone to the dark side again, producing fruit that reminds me of creatures from the Alien sequel I regretfully snuck into at 13. I mean, these things have fingers and tentacles and objects emerging from their innards. Without further ado, the evil lemon…

Angels whisper to a man when he goes for a walk.  ~Raymond Inmon

Some people were made to run. I love their energetic enthusiasm and sometimes think I would like to be a runner. But I was made to walk. It is a time of unsurpassed peace when all the parts of me come together in perfect unity. Nature, solitude, God, movement, combined in a soothing rhythm. My arms swing forward and back, catching my eye before leaving my sight and arriving again. My feet meet the surface, press forward, and leave, translating texture to sound over and over in a thousand variations, as familiar and unique as a fingerprint.

I wander through my neighborhood, planting my face in roses to find the sweetest one, sometimes small and hidden. I say hi to neighbors I don’t really know and pet their happy dogs. I slow my pace to see sidewalk chalk creations and smile warmly, enjoying childhood for a moment. I hold my favorite water bottle, the one I save for walking, and listen to the water gently sloshing around.

I round the corner and head down the hill that begs for bike rides. I can almost feel the rush of wind on my face. I pass the house with the shiny white fence and the giant wind chimes hanging proudly from the second story. I look on the side of the road for the dandelions I will pick for my turtles on the way home.

At the end of this road is my trail. I have no idea where it starts but I know where it ends. Mostly I go to the bridge that crosses the riverbed and turn to head home. But today, when I set out, I know I will take it all the way. There are days that call for a journey, not a walk, and it is one of those days.  I feel glad.

When I step onto the trail, I breathe deeply and take it in. People ride by on bikes. It is Sunday so many are out, although not so many as in summer. Some go by in great herds, stampeding with speed and force. Some travel in leisure with dogs in their baskets or surfboards by their side. Recumbent bikes spin by with colorful flags trailing joyfully like kites. A man with a pink mohawk atop his helmet comes my way; one in a pumpkin t-shirt heads the other way. It is Halloween; I’d forgotten. Fragments of conversations fly loudly above the whirring of the wheels, leaving the context unknown, the characters only partly revealed.

Runners pass me by. Runners with iPods. Runners with kids. Runners with dogs. Walkers are out too, mostly with friends, engaged in discussion. The bikers and runners and walkers and I, we exchange smiles and hellos because we share this path, this day.

There are homeless people who share this day too. I hear movement in the darkness under the bridge. I walk by two grown people, dirty and drunk. I smile but feel sad. A woman is pushing a shopping cart, her belongings neatly organized. Her feet are swollen, her face is kind. She looks to be on a great pilgrimage, plodding along slowly and surely. I want to know her.

Out here, there is no striving to sort my thoughts. Some rise to the surface, some fall. Each will find its perfect place as I move and listen. My senses are full, my heart is open. I pray but not like other times. It is easy, unforced.

I hear a cheery voice with a slight Hispanic accent behind me saying, “only 3.1 miles.” He laughs with surprising brightness and hilarity, like a real santa, and repeats, “only 3.1 miles.” I take it in and savor it. A moment later, he flies by with two others. One loses his balances and slams into the fence three feet in front of me. His bike slides sideways and he is thrown on the pavement. He writhes in pain and groans, this middle-aged man with sparse white hair, lying beside the pieces of his sporty yellow sunglasses.

I stand helplessly by his head. His companions hear the commotion and turn around. I pause for a moment, like I do when I hit my funny bone, hoping it will pass. But he continues to squirm, spitting out mild obscenities and broken sentences. I want to pray and heal him in that moment or give magic balm like Lucy does in Narnia, but all I do is offer to call an ambulance. His friends are here, thank God, and he says, “Shit Jim it hurts. My hip it hurts.” I look worried. The man with the jolly laugh looks up with a smile and says, “these things happen.” I swear he is an angel.

Others have also stopped to help, this community we are, but we all just stand there looking on. The man finally gets to his feet through gritted teeth. He nearly topples but manages to stay upright by leaning against his friend and the fence. I offer again to call someone, but I know I’m not needed. His friends have it under control. I walk away and pray.

I cross the bridge, the one with the wooden slats that sometimes rock under the weight of bikes. Thu-thump-thu-thump-thu-thump. I love the sound. But today the wood must have expanded because it is tight and quiet. I get to the other side where the trail picks up, the part with the dirt on the side, where I add my footprints to countless others. I move on, listening to the birds, gaining distance, anticipating the rest of my journey.

I hear the man with the jolly laugh. I look up to see the roundish, brown form in shiny black cycling clothes on a bike beside me. He slows to thank me for my kindness with a warmth I could drink. He is alone. I ask if the man is okay. He assures me that he is. I am fascinated by this angel, and want to know him. He continues on.

I notice the water in the channel getting deeper and my excitement grows. At last, I glimpse what I have been waiting for – waves of the brightest white tumbling forward. In a few minutes, I find myself on the soft sand, before the sea I love. I walk close to the shore and breathe deeply. Everything is sparkling. The wind is wet. My thoughts grow quiet and all is well with my soul.

I watch the surfers with admiration. I’m amazed at their ease. I’ve tried it, and it feels awkward and difficult. I watch the energetic people on the other side of the channel, playing with dogs who all seem to love the water. I watch the way the ocean moves and I see other people watching it. I look down the beach toward the pier and remember Cole walking all 7 miles barefoot, when he caught up with me one day for an impromptu adventure. I remember the day I made him ride bikes there with me, the terrible windy day his bike broke midway, and he had to ride 40 embarrassing blocks on my bike… with me, the boogie board, the backpack chair, the cooler, and the towels. I couldn’t stop laughing; he was not amused. I want him here this day.

I walk further down the beach, past the foursome playing volleyball, the lifeguard truck sitting in the sand, the two surfers showering the salt off their bodies and boards. I stand for several minutes in front of the water. I’m tempted to keep walking, as far as my legs will carry me, and call for a ride at the end. But part of my journey is the long walk home. So I turn around and head back, hungry and a little sore. The anticipation is gone and my thoughts are all sorted. The lively pathway now seems deserted. I walk quietly, wishing the miles away. I pass the woman with the shopping cart and say hi. She returns a gentle smile. I imagine myself walking slowly alongside her and sharing in her pilgrimage. But instead I press on and arrive home, my body spent and my journey complete.

I woke up at 3:30 this morning, stumbled through the darkness on my well-worn path to the bathroom, and then crawled back into the fluffy arms of my comforter. Pretty much a ritual… sleep, momentary wakefulness, trek to the bathroom, realization of hours of slumber to come, the sweetest of sleep until the alarm pounces. But tonight I found myself lying in bed, where I’m now typing in the dark, with unnamed fears robbing me of rest.

My thoughts led me to anxiety about my last blog post; the one about being called into a greater story. My chest got tight and a debate ensued in some unwanted part of my mind about whether or not to erase it. I wiped out a post once, the day after I’d written it, because it just didn’t set right. But I’m stuck on this one. Maybe I didn’t say it well or missed the heart of things, but I think I really meant what I said. I’m pretty sure it doesn’t matter too much in the end, yet here I am with the sun about to rise, stuck awake and left wondering.

The bigger fear is that maybe I don’t have anything worth saying. That it was arrogant and absurd to start a blog, and that all the other ways I’m stepping out are ridiculous too. That the transformation that’s been happening this past year, the challenges to do what I love, to reach beyond myself, to share something meaningful with God and people in the process – that it wasn’t real or true or was just some passing phase. That I should just settle back in, tuck myself in a corner, and do the same things I’ve always done…. quietly.

But here’s the thing. I meant what I said the other day about wanting to lay down excuses so I can become a part of something bigger; something more. And every variety of fear falls in that category. So here I am, laying it out there, letting you know I really don’t know if I have anything worth saying. I may offend or spit out empty words. I may not have a profound thought or helpful insight. And in this moment, with a calm settling over me, I’m not sure that it even matters because I’m willing to try. And I’m willing to fail. And you are welcome to join me for the ride.

When James and John saw this, they said to Jesus, “Lord, should we call down fire from heaven to burn them up?” But Jesus turned and rebuked them. Luke 9:54-55

Last year, I worked myself into a fury over a relationship that had just pushed me too long and too hard. I had forgiven a million offenses and extended what I considered very undeserved kindness, despite repeated assaults on my very fine (well, pretty decent) character, a knack for wounding people I love, and an apparent intent to cripple my dance through life.

I had gotten lax in the forgiveness department, despite my firm belief in its value, and had developed a plaque-like buildup of resentment. Which lowered my resilience, and created a breeding ground for all sorts of negativity. So when Cole was hurt deeply on his 14^th birthday, it felt like the final freaking straw in this very old, very exasperating saga.

As a result, I decided to cut this person off; just kick the dust off my feet and move on.  It was a fine thing in theory, and certainly understandable. But in practice, things didn’t go so well. As a matter of fact, my life got awful. I wasn’t sure if my hormones were possessed or my sanity was fleeing the scene, but I felt like a vicious tornado tearing up and spewing out anything in my path. In a terrible twist of irony, Cole got in that path and I found myself hurting the very person I was trying to protect… and wondering when I had become the bad guy.

I couldn’t stand myself, but I couldn’t seem to change. I felt stuck. Desperately stuck. After a couple months, it dawned on me that I could humble myself, forgive these haunting hurts, and get reprieve. So I made the choice to forgive, and waited for my cage door to fly open. But my insides continued to burn and boil as the wrongs scrolled through my head, and the iron bars stayed put. I tried again and again, but it just wouldn’t take. Finally, I turned to God who was sitting by, waiting patiently for my stubborn will to run its course. He seemed so glad that I asked.

He explained with words and a picture. The words: I was trying to be all magnanimous by forgiving words and actions, while retaining my right to judge him as a person (which was really the weightier issue). In reality, they both had to be dealt with. The picture: a tetherball. I was the ball, unforgiveness the chain, and judgment the big immovable metal pole cemented into the ground. I was tied by unforgiveness to the hurtful circumstance, dangling through judgment from my worst view of the very person I wanted distance from. Every movement thrust me in circles and wound me tightly around the things I most wanted to escape. No wonder I felt stuck.

Lights went on, but I couldn’t get past the fact that wrong things had transpired. They just couldn’t be reasoned away or whitewashed with love. Which is when the next revelation hit. Forgiving this person and releasing him from judgment didn’t mean that I was condoning anything. All it meant was that I was handing him over to God, who had a perfect view of the situation and the wisdom to dole out mercy and judgment as he saw fit. It was simply an act of trusting God over self, which seemed quite reasonable considering my recent insanity.

With my new understanding ready to roll, I took a really long walk down to the beach and forgave everyone – this guy, myself, and a whole lot of other people – for every single offense that came to mind. There were even people groups in the mix who offend me or tick me off. It was shocking to see the amount of junk lurking in me. After I had gagged up all that garbage, I made the incredibly empowering choice to release each of those people from my judgment. Acknowledging that I didn’t have all the answers for the wellbeing of humanity, I liberated each person from my idea of how they should live or treat people or parent or eat or love God or do politics. It was an experience that changed me. All the craziness and anger drained from my mind and body, and I walked home free.

That was the gist of a the story, but this is good too…

The most remarkable thing to me is the goodwill that rose up in my heart toward this person in place of all that hatred. It was so joyful and overwhelming, I had to do something about it. So I went out and bought him a gift for a birthday I knew would be difficult for him, and drove it over that day, along with Christmas gifts for his girlfriend and dogs. Cole, who had been walking in a lot of hurt and resentment right along with me, was able to participate in the excitement of this crazy fun day. Walls were broken down between the three of us, the guy seemed genuinely touched, and I’m still astonished that I got to be a part of God’s heart that day.

And then there was a bump…

I can’t remember exactly what happened, but he didn’t turn into the perfect person overnight and offended me within like a day, which made me question my kind gesture. (Guess I didn’t turn into the perfect person overnight either.) But God addressed it on the spot, and told me that the way I treat people is based on who I am, not on who they are. It’s the same way He loves me… completely independent of how I behave on any given day and completely dependent on the joy of His own heart. So I was able to step back into joy and continue in kindness. And I am so very grateful because, in the end, through this person’s offense and the light of God, I had a glimpse of what real love looks like.

God said, “I command the ocean to be full of living creatures….” So God made the giant sea monsters and all the living creatures that swim in the ocean. Genesis 1:20-21

About 5 years ago, Cole and I drove down to La Jolla to spend the day on the beach where my cousin, Janelle, and her family were vacationing. They had purchased a couple masks and snorkels for the trip, which didn’t initially excite me… after all, we were in California, not Hawaii. But there was a group of scuba divers who kept submerging themselves in shoulder deep water, and my curiosity was piqued. Janelle’s husband, John, explained that there were leopard sharks cruising around in the shallow water. He assured us of their gentle nature, and enthusiastically encouraged us to get out there and see them.

It seemed like an opportunity that shouldn’t be missed, so we popped up off the sand, grabbed some snorkels, and headed toward the water with Janelle and one of her kids. There were plenty of boogie boards lying around but I insisted that I was big enough to handle four feet of water on my own. So I waded out about waste deep, pulled the mask over my eyes, and leaned into the water. I didn’t see anything but sand and a few fish, so I swam slowly forward, glancing to the left and right to catch a glimpse of these little spotted landlubbers.

I’m not sure exactly how it happened but I looked down and saw directly beneath me, separated from my skin by mere inches of water, six or eight or ten large sharks swimming in snaky circular patterns like they do on the Discovery Channel when they are going to eat someone. In the time it took Rita to shove me toward the croc (see previous post), I jerked my head up from the water, screamed through my snorkel, and leaped on top of Janelle’s 12 year-old daughter, Alyssa, nearly shoving her off her boogie board. She displayed her athletic prowess by hanging on through the assault which made me glad, even though it was apparent I would have sacrificed her to save my own delicate skin and tender flesh.

I decided I was not nearly brave enough to handle four feet of water on my own, so I swam back to shore and humbly grabbed a boogie board. I paddled back out to my last shark sighting and was delighted to experience the most stunning display of nature I have ever seen. Long, elegant, exquisitely patterned, and perfect; these sharks were glorious. I floated there in wonder as I took in the remarkable scene. The most beautiful thing of all was the foam that separated me from their sharkly forms, and the fact that the flesh they would devour belonged to crunchy little sea creatures… and not me.

No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8:37-39

When I was 14, I showed up to a school dance drunk. Stupid drunk. A guy on the hockey team took advantage of the situation, and I lost my virginity in the backseat of his friend’s car in the school parking lot. On Monday, I had “slut” written across my locker in magic marker, a girl determined to beat me up, and the whole school aware of my indiscretion. Probably not my best week ever.

I wanted to be a worldly person who didn’t care about these trivial matters, so I bucked up and acted that way. But I was destroyed. It all came back to me and my bullheaded rebellion. It was my shame to own, my bed to lie in. I believed with all my heart that I had disqualified myself from a happy life, from good things, from God’s love and acceptance. I lived accordingly for many years, settling for the bottom of the barrel in my view of myself and in my choices.

But God changed all that. He lifted my head and drew my eyes to his where I could see the warmth of his love and forgiveness. What I considered a permanent disfigurement was, through the purity of his vision, just a bruise that he could heal with his gentle touch. He has been so faithful to redeem the experience and all that came out of it; to give me beauty for ashes.

I’m sharing this because I think so many of us have felt disqualified from the abundant life of Christ. Somewhere under the surface, we have felt undeserving and ashamed. We’ve thought our sins are beyond forgiveness, our mistakes too numerous for his patience, our selfishness, greed, anger, or apathy an affront to his kindness. The thing is we’ve all fallen short. There is no way we could ever begin to deserve what he has so freely given. It is why the pure blood of Christ was required – to cover our every impurity. When God looks at us, he sees the righteousness of Jesus instead of the filthy rags we have to offer. This is the ridiculously beautiful message of grace.

Because of this grace, you are qualified for all the riches of heaven. You are not disqualified from any measure of his goodness or from any degree of his acceptance. There is nothing you could ever think or do that could separate you from the greatness of his love. My encouragement to you today is to lay down your filthy rags, receive this unbelievably good news, and rise up to take the place established for you in the kingdom of God.

Whoever gives heed to instruction prospers, and blessed is he who trusts in the Lord. Proverbs 16:20

Before owning a phone with gps, a good portion of my time was spent driving in circles, wandering about on self-inflicted detours, and making more u-turns than I care to remember. Which led to my biggest frustration on the road… those long stretches on which a driver is forbidden to make a u-turn, or sometimes even turn left or right. All one can do is march proudly forward, as if going straight will always lead to a desired destination. My goodness – do the people who plan these cities never make mistakes?

One mistake-ridden evening, after a long day, I pulled into the parking lot of a 7-11 to grab a drink, regroup, and turn around… again. As I pulled to the edge of the driveway to head out, I noticed a sign that said “No Left Turn” which, of course, was exactly the direction I needed to go. Exasperated by the commands of the unmerciful rule-makers and with a clear road before me, I decided to ignore the sign and make a left. It was not a second later that my lights hit the median, which I had been unable to see in the darkness. That large hunk of cement interfered with my goal of crossing the street and I had gone too far to change directions. So I found myself heading in the general direction I wanted to go, but doing it on the very wrong side of the street.

This could have turned out to be enormously bad for me and others, but I am happy to say it didn’t. I came across only a few confused cars that made way for the oncoming headlights. I finally found somewhere to pull off so I could start breathing again and then continue my adventure. I have no idea where I was going that night, but I must have made it one way or another… fortunately with my both my body and car in tact.

I’m happy to say that I now have a greater reverence for street signs. (Although on desperate days, even with a gps, I still ignore “no u-turn” signs.) But a bigger lesson hit my heart through this. I have often disregarded what has been intended as helpful instruction. I’ve ended up in dangerous, often life-threatening situations, as well as those that are just slightly compromised and inferior to the best choice. It turns out that boundaries aren’t just to deprive and frustrate, but to help and protect. Who knew?

Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. John 15:13

About ten years ago, I was in Costa Rica with a group called YWAM. After being cooped up in a classroom for a couple months on a beautiful, but isolated hill outside Heredia, some friends and I were ready for adventure. We finally found it in an overnight trip to the coast with no cumbersome schedule. Aaah, the joys of freedom.

I hopped in a jeep that wasn’t particularly roadworthy with a few friends from the group and three kids in tow. After a breakdown near town and a grand fixit job in the garage of a local, we got back on the road and began our 2-hour trek to Jaco Beach. It was inexpressibly glorious to have the wind in our faces and the dusty open roads before us.

At one point along our journey, there were several cars stopped on the side of the road near a bridge. We got out and joined them in watching the water to discover the point of interest. It all seemed very uninteresting until we noticed that some of the logs floating in the water were moving – at a strikingly slow pace, but moving nonetheless – and that as they rose to surface, they bore a striking resemblance to crocodiles. Because, of course, they were. And in great enough quantity to occupy a scene in Indiana Jones.

We stayed there for a while watching those eerie creatures move about, and then moved on toward our happy destination of the Costa Rican shoreline. We arrived without incident, despite the worrisome local driving style our friend used to get us there. It was lovely to feel the sand, play in the water, watch our Hawaiian friend climb palm trees, eat seafood. It was everything it should be.

After a full day, we headed over to our hotel. My friend, Rita, and I put our kids to bed and left them with her husband, while we grabbed a pina colada and went out to wander the grounds. The waves crashed loudly but were hardly visible by the dim moonlight. As we meandered, we came to a dark and swampy outlet of water.  It was strangely quiet. At the same moment, we both saw the terrifying shape we had seen only hours before beneath the bridge. I hesitated for a moment too long. Before I could react, Rita had pushed me toward the crocodile while she ran the other way.  It was fortunate for me that I was at a great enough distance not to be devoured in that moment. It was also fortunate that it was a sculpture of a crocodile.

Hysterical laughter ensued that night and for days to follow. Truth be told, had I not been so darn slow, I would have tossed Rita to the crocs and saved myself.  I have another story to prove this… which I just might share tomorrow.

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. Phillipians 4:6

This year, my family and I have been learning a new (well, new to us), ridiculously effective approach to prayer. Instead of harassing the heavens with the same request day after day, we have been asking God to meet whatever need it is, thanking him that he is going to meet it, and leaving it there in his hands (as opposed to talking to him about it and then walking away with it tucked neatly under our arm). We then go about enjoying his company. When tempted to beg for that same thing as though he didn’t hear us the first – or tenth – time, we go back to thanking him.

There does seem to be a need for persistence, but it’s got to be persistence of the right sort. The sort that decides we are going to rejoice in the Lord always (have you ever noticed how many freaking times the bible tells us this?). I don’t really get everything that goes on in the spiritual realm when we do this, but it feels like, through faith, a pathway to heaven is cleared and God is freed up to do the work he does so well.  Not only do things get accomplished, but we get to rest all the way. To illustrate, I would love to share a few delectable examples from our household during the span of one week this summer. They may be a bit strange, but are most certainly true.

My mom’s watch went missing. She is not attached to many material things and would be fine without her watch, but she really loved it and didn’t want to have to buy another one. There had been cleaners in our house the day it disappeared, but she refused to point the finger. Instead, she presented her request to the Lord and then thanked him that he would show her where it was. Every time she was tempted to ask again or strive to find it, she came back to thankfulness. In a dream a night or two later, she saw her watch tucked in the cushion of the armchair in our living room. She woke up the next morning and went straight to the armchair she saw in her dream, expecting to reach down and feel the silver links but, alas, it wasn’t there. Instead of griping or doubting, she went back to thanking God. A short while later, it struck her that we have an identical armchair sitting across the coffee table from the one she checked. When she reached behind the overstuffed cushion of that chair, lo and behold, there was her watch tucked away just as she saw in her dream.

I was doing some online grading for a high school. Though I was familiar with the program, I couldn’t remember where to find my team of students so I could grade the right assignments. I felt thwarted, annoyed, and frustrated. And perhaps a bit dull for not remembering. I was driving myself mad recklessly checking every nook and cranny of the seemingly relevant tabs. As a very last resort, I decided to ask God to help me. I sent up an unemotional thanks that he would work it out, and took a nap. As I was waking up from a luscious sleep, I saw in my mind a picture of my computer screen and my eyes were drawn to the second tab from the left which said “Rosters.” I thought, “Of course – rosters!!” So I flung off the blankets, grabbed my computer, and opened the program. To my dismay, the second tab from the left was called “Communicate.” Having nothing to lose, I clicked on the tab. Right there, before my very eyes, was a link to Rosters, which turned out to be very thing I needed. Now it would be easy to say that it was in my mind all the time, and maybe it was. But what I know is that I was wearing myself out trying to get there. Instead I was able to rest, quite literally, and let my daddy provide.

Last story. My (human) dad was going to order something one night over the phone, and realized his wallet was missing. He prayed and had and immediate impression that it was in the trash. It was late and my mom, who rises before dawn, thought it could wait until the morning when she could help look. But Dad felt an urgency. Unfortunately all the wastebaskets had been emptied into the big ones outside and rolled to the curb for an early morning pickup. Bless dad’s grimy hands for going through those trashcans out on the curb in the very dark night – vertigo, jacked up spine, and all. He found his wallet, exactly where he knew he would, and was kept from a whole lot of unenviable work and needless trouble.

So the moral of the stories seems to be that when we put things in God’s hands, we can rest knowing he will lead us in just the right way at just the right time. The end.